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If you have such thoughts about killing yourself, then you certainly need help. You can seek immediate help by calling on these emergency help-lines by talk it over.
Sahai, Bangalore: (O80)25497777
North India Helpline: 1860 266 2345
Even if you encounter somebody else who you think has suicidal thoughts then you can seek help through these help-lines.